SadNess…

SadNess…

im so sad….

i cant really define why…
am i feeling this….
maybe… because….
i want to be happy…
i wish i was dead…..
why cant anyone understand me….

so... i stabbed... my self to death.,,

and i choked to death,,,

and as the crimson skies  falls ..

and the stars cry....

black rain drops unto my living corpse,,

and to think that you ..

will not come back to me..

as the gates fall...

and the blood has been spilled on the ground...

apathy cries from your lungs.

and shrieking sounds fill the air.!

and now im dead,,!

is it the end...

but no.

my never ending hate... has known no boundaries,,

i can't go to heaven or hell...

its nothingness that awaits me,,..